i've stopped so many times, - and started just as many times. without a spiritual higher power, i'm left with my own great ideas, which is why i'm a RELAPSER! i can't seem to stay connected to god even though i've heard it said in the programs that it's the only way to do it. i'll go strong for about 2 weeks and everythings good, and then my old thinking creeps back in. any thoughts on how to stay with it for a longer time until it sticks for me? i don't know how some people get it and i cannot! i think god just isn't hearing me, because i'm sick of being sick and i'm not changing. there must be another way or a better way to get spiritually fit without this back & forth junk. my sponsor is also as sick of me as i'm as sick of me!
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i've stopped so many times, - and started just as many times. without a spiritual higher power, i'm left with my own great ideas, which is why i'm a RELAPSER! i can't seem to stay connected to god even though i've heard it said in the programs that it's the only way to do it. i'll go strong for about 2 weeks and everythings good, and then my old thinking creeps back in. any thoughts on how to stay with it for a longer time until it sticks for me? i don't know how some people get it and i cannot! i think god just isn't hearing me, because i'm sick of being sick and i'm not changing. there must be another way or a better way to get spiritually fit without this back & forth junk. my sponsor is also as sick of me as i'm as sick of me!
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